well its almost 3 nw...i dun even knw wads happenin to mie...ma life in a mess...skippin da holiday classes,even ma eachers keep kolin,i didn go.ma life is in a huge mess,n wen u left me gal,u reli pull me futher dwn.i need u soo much..n at dat time i need u more den eva..i knw u knw dat..i send u soo man emails b4 dat n even a letter..but u still left me...wen u knw im dwn aft failin ma chem paper...haix..y did u do tis to me???
heard dat ur leavin frm amy...haix...y?y muz u even tell me..u knw i cldnt bear to part wif u.haix..wen i heard da news,i can onli stare at da ceiliing n weni thought i almost got ova u,tears started rollin dwn ma eyes..i jz cnt blieve it..i jz cant....
YOU WERE MA 1ST LUV..I LUV U SOO MUCH BUT LEFT ME..I TREATED U LIKE MA OWN WIFE,FAMILY..I SACRIFICED SOO MANY THINGS BUT U LEFT..OH GOD.WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??????
i luv u soo much..haix.,..mayb im jz meant to b lonely,wifout anione,wifout nobody...let me jz suffer...alone.....