may 31.how times fly..wake up,slp,wake up,slp n its oredi da 31st of my.haix..yest was supposed to b a fun event for me....i knw,she was supposed to cum n i hope dat finally,she will get to meet ma parents,but it wasnt meant to b..haix..still remember wad i put on da invitation card,i wrote da invited ppl as 'mr & mrs fazly'....haix...to think dat we finally seperated..eventhough all ma cuzzins were there,it wasnt da same wen im wif her..mira was there n we seem kinda close.haha,ma aunties on ma mum side thought she was ma gal..haix..showed her da xacto knife dat i hav been playin wif.den she kinda confiscated it till she went home..da dae started frm a hapi event to an sad endin..i wake up early teasin ma bro..haha..den suddenly,i jz think of her..n ma mind went totally blank..i dunno wad to think.all i can do is jz put ma head dwn on da comp desk n hear sad songs...i miz her..so much..i wan her to return to me...haix..but fate dun let us...haix...y muz we b tis wae,seperated..ma heart hurts soo much...haix...oh god..y...oh y....