haix...wads happenin to me??y m i suddenly missin her soo badly???i cnt think of anithing else except 4 her...haix...i miz her soo much..n sumtimes i jz feel like i reli need her in ma arms..huggin her..lettin her knw how much i miz,need n luv her...i reli do..haix..da world seems so lonely wifout her in ma life each dae,as i wish 4 her return....i dun even knw wad happen to me...all ma frens hav been sayin im not like b4...da old me..da hapi me...i dunno..if ma frens on msn n frenster...dey kept askin wads wrong..n y i alwaz sound so sad n y ma pics alwaz seem soo lonely n sad...n no smile..even im smilin,dey can see da saddness in me eyes..haix...mayb all of em are correct...mayb i hv change...i knw i miz her..n sumtimes alone in da middle of da nite,i wld cry alone in ma room..haix..i miz her soo much...even if i pretend dat i move on,she will alwaz b part of me..i will nvr 4get her....n dey sae dat da onli times dat i seem hapi is wen im wif her....mayb all of it is true.haix......nisa....i miz u...soo much....haixx