26 of may 2005.........haix.......2moro supposed to b ma eventual 13mnths 2gether....haix......luv does hurt....27 of may huh??????haix......y muz tis happen to us...i luv her..eva so much...i knw u knw it nisa,i knw u do...but u left me alone to face tis cruel n lonely world...i hope u hapi nw....hapi dat im sufferin..hapi dat im lonely.....congrats to u if dats wad u reli want to happen to me..no matter how much u sae sori to me listen to tis,i wun eva,never 4give u for breakin tis heart into a million pieces..u used to sae 4give n 4get,but is tis wad ur doin nisa??????is tis is wad?????haix......results are ou,n i did badly...u listen to dat?badly.....i drop ma accounts frm da usual A1 to a C6...hear dat??????i was dumb....too dumb.to think dat i hope of seein u again..to think dat i dream n hallucinate ur face in da examination hall....all 4 wad?????in da end......haix.....2moro meet da parents session,hopefully i will get a public scoldin infront of all da parents there...i deserve it....like i said i was dumb...i was dumb....too dumb...nisa,its not ur fault.i was dumb...its all mine...everything has alwaz been mine....nw i jz hope dat ur hapi livin ur own carefree life....4get me.....4get everything dat we went through....4get da pain n da sufferin we went through to maintain tis rel....coz i wun b.....i will alwaz b rememberin da memories....i will nvr 4get em...4eva in ma heart..rite frm da first dae i set ma eyes on u,til to da dae we parted............malay o lvl tis mon......haha.....guranteed ma score.a flat F9.....confirm.......mayb i'll do sumthing crazee,like da looney i am....mayb i wun turn up...mayb i'll even leave da paper blank.....i dun care.no one does.....da onli one hu does hav left me.....so letme jz cont to suffer.....no frens....no nuthing......might as well rot n bcum sampah masyarakat,jz like wad ma dad sae.......hmmmm,mayb i will do it........i dun care........I DUN CARE..............
n btw,skoo da ruomurs kayz.....dun go hearin nonsense im nw wif seri...ouh pls..........like i got nuthin beta...to think i waited 4 u nisa.......to think......god damn it,WAD HAVE I DONE WRONG TO DESERVE TIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!