Tuesday, May 17, 2005
12:12 AM
16 of may 2005..it will alwaz remain in ma mind as da most hurtful day of ma life..cant blive aft 1 ful yr of luvin sumone,she left me jz like dat...well..she's not to blame...im partly at fault too.shldnt hav ask her dat question...eventhough its jz a question dat ppl jz ask at random..jz ike she alwaz do to me...ma tears will nvr stop runnin dwn...ma heart willl nvr heal back....it will nvr eva b da same..i gave it to u...i asked to take gud care of it,but u tore it apart n break tis boi heart...well i guess tis has to end somehow....all da promises.......n i will bcum a living prove of wad luv is about....haix.....its reli hard losin u....wads worse in da times wen im in need of u soo badly....ur stil in ma thoughts no matter of wad i do or hu im wif....all i wanna do is hug u..wen i cld msg u...i sent u da emails...i pray each nite dat i will b able to meet da luv of ma life again so dat she will knw how much i miz n luv her...but fate has dcided not to grant us tat wish...n seperated us both.....haix....i dunno wad to sae.......im too hurt nw.......ma tears wun stop...eva........
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*